I may never see her but the anxiety that I might feels Terrible.

I feel like the bomb all over again.

I can't sleep.

I feel like work people will except her as human and to me she is a sub human.

I already have to share my children with this monster and except that. This is torture.

Why is this happening again

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M 39
H 35
D5,D4
M 4
T 9
ILYBNILWY 5/18/11
Left 7/11/11
Divorced 12/1/13