Sorry to hear about your d's trouble this morning. I know you feel that you've let her down, but a couple months ago you made the comment on how your d couldn't see the true w. Sadly she is experiencing what you did but didn't want her to experience.
Continue to be strong for her and your other d. They need that stable person in their lives. You are doing the best you can with what you've been dealt. You'll survive.
What are you doing for yourself this weekend?
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile