Rpp, Thanks for the reply. I called my best bud and he came over. I have known him for 35 years. We worked through his D 10 years ago. Through the years we have drifted apart and together. I left him a msg to call me. He knew. Instead of calling back he dropped what he was doing and came over. Out of the blue another friend sent me a tm asking how I was doing. I'll be fine. My support system is in place. Suddenly I don't feel isolated or alone. I have been "hiding" from a lot for the last few months. Now is the time I really start working on me . Now I can finally stop denying reality and start working through my issues. Detaching will be easier. 180s will be for me now.
I'm not sure if my M will survive but I know I will.
M42 W40 T17 M15 S13 S11 BD 7-14 A discovered 7-14 WAW moved out 10-3-14 D final 2-23-15
