No, I'm at all thinking your to harsh, I really value and appreciate any and all feedback.
I guess we're dealing with two problems , wah and alcoholism , so don't always know what the best move is.
I worry that if I keep accepting the verbal attacks and lashings that he throws my way quite often that I will at some point feel there's no going back, or that I become weaker to him. Yes I know I can stop and walk away, but some of the things out his mouth are extremely cruel, and almost impossible to let go and keep a Pma. I need goals, focus, detach, 180's all that
M 2005 ~together 1997 Bd 2006 & 04/02/2014 1 dd 12 H~ 44 Me 48
