Made plans to go have dinner with friends tonight. As I was walking out the door w came home and was getting out of her car with a bag of groceries (I wasn't expecting her home so early). I said hello, asked how work was, and I told her I was going to have dinner with some friends from work,(was kind about it, and PMA). She seemed hurt (I know, mind reading) and wasn't home when I got back.
I'm not reading into either how she reacted or her not being home. I'm trying really hard not to care, it's just that it was really hard not to think about her at dinner. There are moments when I feel I couldn't care less and just want to get the D over with, and then I have these moments where all i want is to go home and have dinner with my best friend. I feel like the end of the week is so much harder than the beginning, as I think about it most of my GAL is centered around the weekdays, maybe I need to step it up on the weekends to give myself something to look forward to.
Me:33 W:32 T 12yrs M 3yrs House, No kids 6/16/14 BD 1+yr PA disclosed 9/1/14 Requested divorce, in house S
