Having a hard day today. I feel so much resentment that I am here, raising our 3 kids by myself and being so sad and scared of the future and meanwhile, he and the OW are out spending what should have been our money and can do whatever they want and have the comfort, physically and emotionally of each other. I know I should take comfort in my kids, and I do (and I also believe I will be repaid for my single efforts in other ways one day) it's just so hard some days.

Last edited by fthnluv; 10/03/14 01:37 AM.

Me- 40 H- 41
S8, D5, S4
M 19 y T 23
Bomb drop 6/2013
H asked for/filed for D 9/2014
22 yo OW discovered 9/19/14 they're engaged and living together