I'm sorry things continue to get muddy in your sitch. I follow your threads, but rarely have any wisdom to contribute. I'm here in spirit, and support for you.
I would love nothing more than to see you come through this as a happy, healthy, secure man. You already have such great qualities going for you. It's especially clear in the way you care for your family. Also, I read somewhere that the amount of pain felt can be directly proportionate to the amount of love that was there. That's speaks volumes.
Your thread has become a "Hall of Fame" of vets!! I am learning so much through this. Thank you for continuing to post, and stagger along with the rest of us.
