Thank you for your comments.... I totally AGREE!!!
Matt... the changes I made were always for ME, so that I could be stronger to handle whatever it is that I need to do for me. It was never a tactic (that doesn't work).
As for options 1 or 2... I feel that once I buy my own place, options #1, 2 may happen or that #3 (the unknown) will present itself.... therefore, I MUST by my own place & soon. It just feels like I am closing a door on him , if I buy on my own. Like he didn't "man up/grow up" soon enough and I will resent this.... so I have been procrastinating.
As for the business deal.. I guess we will both have to wait and see. He did mention it again last night that he wants to get it completed before we go any further with our relationship.....so "lets see".
M:46 H:49 T:20yrs myD:22 H distant summer/12 H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12 BD: Dec 2/12 asked me begin to move end of Jan/13 moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff) "agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)
