Great to hear you are feeling better Ss! Up and down, up and down - what fun!
I know what you mean about wanting to check in but don't fret, when he is ready you will hear from your H. Try to keep on with your 180s and GALing and taking care of yourself and he will eventually want to check in with YOU!
Go with your gut on the BR job. It will probably mean time away from your D7 and other personal growth activities, as well as job hunting so if you aren't sure and it isn't absolutely needed just shelve it for now. I have faith that something will present itself soon. Job hunting can be a b!tch sometimes!
