RL, I was just thinking about you. In fact, I was going to ask uRworthy about you.
I'm sorry things didn't improve w/your h, but he has to live out his fantasy and I don't blame you...I wouldn't want to Skype w/him either. As for him letting you know about his atrial fib, well, he's got to have some attention from you because you've left him at the station and moved on w/your life.
I'm glad your son is enjoying his dog. What kind did you get? The dog will be a wonderful companion and company for the both you. Hey, I'm so happy to hear that you've met someone that is treating you well.
I don't advocate divorce, but I do believe that this is life after divorce. We may not realize it at the time we are in the eye of the storm, but once the dust settles, you just never know what life has in store for you. We have to learn to keep our hearts and minds open to new and exciting things that come our way. After all, we are all on a journey too.
I'm very happy you returned today and you are doing well. One last question...how are your eyes doing? Did you get a good report about them?
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.