fth, Have you explored the idea that you may be more in love with being married than you are in love with your H?
That is a very deep question. That may be the case for sure. I do know that I now feel "less than" those that are happily coupled or in a happy family. Gonna have to think about that.
Me- 40 H- 41 S8, D5, S4 M 19 y T 23 Bomb drop 6/2013 H asked for/filed for D 9/2014 22 yo OW discovered 9/19/14 they're engaged and living together