I agree with rpp. Are you in love with being married or are you in love with H? For me, I have not decided if it's marriage or W. I hate the D stigma. I don't want to think about dating. I want a partner in life. I have to figure how good W was as a partner and if I want her as a partner in a new R.
M42 W40 T17 M15 S13 S11 BD 7-14 A discovered 7-14 WAW moved out 10-3-14 D final 2-23-15