Thanks jefe and gg, I think I really am at the point where it's let go, let God, or the universe or source, whatever you believe in... I can't obsess anymore. A beautiful friend asked me last night if I still felt love for my or was it simply affection after bring together for the past 10 yrs. I had to think about it, I do still love my h, he was/is my great love, but who he is right now is not where I want to be. I do deserve more, and I have to let him find who he is, if it means letting him truly go, then I do, let him discover who he is, as I have been doing for the past 6 months. and I have worked out that though I have faults, as we all do, I'm pretty awesome, I have a huge capacity for love, I'm tenacious and protective and a great mum and lots of other amazing stuff.
