Thanks for the shoulders to lean on. No, I don't think it was so terrible. What I had envisioned writing was much more specific -- this is sort of a cop-out apology because I haven't named anything specific.

But then I thought that writing a more specific apology at this point would only serve to remind him of the negatives. Who is attracted to a long list of how someone failed you? Ugh. I couldn't bring myself to do that right now.

This was a spur of the moment thing that came mostly from a place of "I still can't believe this is my life. This is not how we are supposed to be planning for this holiday."

It's just so tragic to me.


Me 38 H 40
D 3
T 8 M 6
BD 10/2013