So .... sitting here and I realized a few things. I am still Mr Sucky at this detachment thing. I also allow her actions to affect me far to much (Again .. goes back to detach.)
I did however look at the calendar I track my processes on .. I realized ... BINGO .. she is PMSing, and any number of things could have set her off yesterday. She did TM me wishing me luck on my audit (Eventhough its not till tomorrow) and she was in training all day, I replied thanking her for thinking about it, also told her I recalled she was in training and wanted to wish her a better day but did not want to push .. she jumped into 2 short messages about S and I just left it at that and did not reply.
Earlier I went back and re-read a few of my posts from about 2 months ago ... it calmed me. I am so much further along, and in a better spot than I was back then, not only the relationship with W, but ME ... I am better, handling things better and not allowing my emotions to ruin the work I have put in to this point. It was a nice little boost to revisit ... up untill yesterday I was not even thinking about OM, I know it was just a little backslide in that dept, and I will just own it and move on ... the bright side was my reply was vague .. .granted it implied OM, but I did not press that point nor push it further. ... baby steps for me, before I would have tried to really hammer that home, and I just do not want to be that person.
High Road, I know God has more work to do with me, and her, and I see progress which makes it easier for me to me patient ... one of my hurdles in all this.
