My goodness Ss, that's some story. I wish we could do more for you ... like a proper hug.

You will bounce back though and I know you know that. I doesn't make it any easier I know. I had a couple of bad weeks recently as you know and now I feel
I can cope again.

You will be able to do the same. Have you got any local friends to lean on?

(Not so) Old Dog xx

Too many 'knows' in that post, but never mind.

What about playing some loud music? You may have to make yourself, but do it.

M: 57 / EW: 52
T: 21, M: 8
S: 18, S: 15
Bomb: 1 Jun 14
EA Aug 2014 I think
PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner