WAW - no contact, now refuses therapy, file?

[AWAW]

Thanks, I feel like I'm on thin ice for sure. And I am thinking that if our R has burned to the ground then why start over from scratch with the person that poured gasoline on the fire?! Surely there's someone new out there that wouldn't have escalated it to this level.

But then I remember that I committed to do this and believe it is still salvageable. I just need to see it from her. I am doing this for me but it clearly takes two.

Part of me wants to know details of what happened over the last 2 months but I also think I should just focus on reconnecting right now. Wish we could do this as the crow flies but I can tell it will be a winding road!