Snowballs get bigger as they roll down hill!

[sjallda]

I mean this is not the first time or the second that I've heard those dreaded words.
This is not the first time for any of this.
He seems to cycle between giving the r another chance and not wanting to try because he already knows it won't work.

The only difference this time is he's meaner and absolutely won't hold back anything , he now will be disrespectful x 10, hurtful as he can be, and tells me to leave, go away and leave him the f$ck alone at almost every interaction.

Why do I even love this person? In my mind I hold fast to happier times, when he was admirable and showed me he loved me, and I can't hardly believe that person is gone.