There is always hope. I'm sorry as I know that was a difficult conversation with your h. Glad you have some fun over the weekends.
Hang in there and take care of yourself financially.
3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer