I will give "gal" all that I have , but I'm starting to think there's no hope.
He clearly will reject anything and everything even deliberately hurting me right now. I feel he wants me to hate him, he wants me to d him, he can't and won't do one thing to reconcile with me because that would soften his hate for me , and he feels he will get sucked back into the r.
He wants to believe that his life is miserable, and his wife treats him terrible and his job treats him terrible. That way he has a reason to drink as much as he does and numb out to his supposed pain.
M 2005 ~together 1997 Bd 2006 & 04/02/2014 1 dd 12 H~ 44 Me 48
