You got that right, bdub. I'm betting that when I move out, it'll be easier to maintain an even keel. As of now, even with infrequent contact, it's like constant up and down because of his words and actions. Which, yes, I get is the point of detachment, but detaching is easier said than done as we all know.
In some ways, I'm very much looking forward to going dark -- but you know how it is when you love someone dearly. It kills you to even think about not talking to them; especially when I know H would be receptive to friendly texts and communication. I'm going to have to work extra hard to stop myself from reaching out.
So many conflicted feelings.
BF:40 M:33 SD: 12 T: 8, never married, no kids together BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try". PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".
