I feel so sad for you Watto. Mainly because I can completely empathize with your emotions. God can redeem anything, believe that. But I can absolutely understand you feeling like it's time to throw in the towel.
Me 47 - W 35 M 9 - T 10 2 Daughters - 7 & 9 Discovery of EA- 8/4/14 S - 8/5/15 D mentioned - 9/11/14 R & Piecing - 3/17/15 Regard one another as more important than yourselves. - Philippians 2:3