Small update .. little backslide.

So all was pretty quiet yesterday, W was having a bad day. I pick up S and get to the house about 10 minutes before she is due to get there at 6. 6:10 she TM she is running late will be there 6:45, then TM at 6:45 it will be 10 more minutes ... finally 7 she gets there. She was crying, I asked if she was ok and she hurries in the car, I again press and ask her ... hey you ok? and she snaps at me and tells me I can't help her with this .. so I ofcourse am on edge thinking she stopped off at OM ( I know I know ... ) and told her "Well yeah I guess I know what its about and can't help you" ..... Looking at it .. maybe she did just have a bad work day, stayed late to talk to someone about it .... maybe she stopped by OM on the way home .. I don't know .. I thought OM was out of the picture, but I have no way of knowing one way or the other and I know I can not let that change what I am doing.

So I have not contacted her, I will just wait and see where this all goes. She was going to let me know if she was picking up S tonight from school so I could go to the parent teacher conf. then I have my ball game after.

Trying to stop my mind from racing, if there is a positive .. it was not me that had her that upset .. but she also would not allow me to be there for her .. not sure what is up.


M: 48
W: 47
M16 T26-S8
BD Sept13