I am sorry for your confusion... I know it must be difficult remembering all the stories and keeping them straight on this website.

Would it help if I clarified something for you?

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I know that I am capable of & easily falling into believing "words" again... I must remain skeptical. He needs to prove himself to me. I need to remember how he has hurt me & that I cannot bank on his words.

I am just too eager to believe how "wonderful" he is ....I must see him for who he is... even the not so nice stuff.

I cannot allow myself to believe what my heart wants to feel at this time. I need to have EYES WIDE OPEN & take care of myself.

Proceed with caution.

M:46 H:49 T:20yrs
myD:22
H distant summer/12
H sleeping in b'ment: Nov/12
BD: Dec 2/12
asked me begin to move end of Jan/13
moved Jan 7/13 (left my stuff)
"agreed" to "working on r" Mar 3/13(lipservice!)