I'm losing hope. Who am I? Reading all these books and making all these changes in my perspective, personality, approach, outlook, way of thinking is helpful sometimes but right now I can only think of it as wishful thinking because I'm not going to get to USE any of it if HE DECIDES I'm not worth it.
Ss, I know your in a difficult place right now. This is really tough, no doubt about it. But tomorrow is a new day and you never know what is around the corner. One thing I do know, is that all the reading and the changes we are making to our thinking DO MATTER. This is as much our journey as it is our WAHs. No one can take this new learning away from us, not even our WAHs. We will use it; heck I think we already are using it. (I recall complimenting you on an awesome text exchange just the other day).
H 37 Me 36 Together 15 years Married 5 years No kids BD Apr 2014 H moved out 2 Jun 2014
