I can do that and im willing to do whatevers necessary...
Iwould also like to point out that i am not the religious type.. i was born and braught up in the uk... i do not want a subservient wife.. i want to be with someone that can accept me for who i am and love me for it. That being said, i also want to be an amazing person i want to be successful and a really good person who has good morals and demeaner.
I moved out a little while ago and she literally begged me back.. i went back straight away.. and then she started to go back to her old ways of ending things.. we went on holiday which she booked as a surprise and we really enjoyed ourselves but i could tell she had something on her mind.
i havnt called her no names it was just that once.. i have put up with everything she threw at me and became a doormat. She said stuff about my parents every single day. Even on holiday!! I put up with it.
Now she had a word woth me and said look im gna put all my cards out on the table....
When i first got with you i saw you as a project, i saw the potential to make you someone who is amazing.. and everything i wanted you have become.. but now ive changed as a person and i dont want it anymore. Its sad to see you leave and even more knowing what i wanted some other womans gonna have. But i dont want this life anymore.. i feel that ive given this relationship so much of my patience effort and time that i lost myself. I dont have any respect left for you, i dont love you anymore and i dont want to be in thism i want you to move out now and i want a divorce.
I want to only focus on my self and do what i missed out on through the time we were together, i want to focus on my hobbies, interests and become someone amazing and independant. I want to go into a career and not be a girl who goes from one admin job to another. I want to go back to uni and get a degree.
Even though you changed and become perfect i can never forget the person you were and how you mistreated me and neglected me.
I will never forget that and thats why we can never be together
