Ok so the misunderstandings, I told him exactly in person what I wrote.
Dot point makes no misunderstandings. Why make a statement when you wanted x y and z, it's waffle and taking it out on me when I have no idea what you were referring to.
He then said as I expected I don't take things out on you! Mmmm
Wore a nice dress, heels and work make up. Doesn't hurt to create mystery, but as some others are thinking I'm seriously not sure I can like him.
He asked if I had been on a day off, which I wasn't, but his mate saw me so there is no point trying to muddy water. So I stated early day. He was in a very foul mood had the driveway blocked? Not sure why, said it was just chance, I'm guessing another lie.
He was stressed unhappy and he also said his dog has bone cancer and is about to die in 4 weeks! Dog did look very ill.
He also made a big point of giving the bag back I gave him his stuff in, a women's brand label shoe????
Then after that things disintegrated in me me me me me! From him, he might have been singing. Then another chorus of me me me, I'm so poor I was so generous you have no idea. He seemed to want to draw me In to yet another round and round.
My escape was "I really have somewhere I need to be" and I just walked away.
Unfortunately, he now makes my skin crawl I don't like the nasty man I see. The lies just keep coming. I find it hard to find any compassion atm. While there was some stressed feelings before i got there, I wasn't over whelmed as before. Nor do I feel I should do what he wants.
I'm not sure what he was trying to achieve apart from getting me to drop the mediation and do one on one with him. Which will not happen.
Bumped into ss25 in my low cut dress and his eyes were a bit uncomfortable, oh well I guess I will be the topic of conversation a dinner tonight! Guessing now ss25 works where I i buy my fuel, I will see him often.
My confidence got a huge ar$e confidence boost from work today, by the men, who were openly applauding the dress, so really h had no effect on my mood. Oh also got caught checking out hot dude at work last night, by the dude i was looking at. Oh well he was looking back too. puts that confidence booster in my pocket too. Along with female work mate bashing her head while doing a double take, of the hot ar$e dress.
Life is truly now ok. Tomorrow is my Friday, thank god.
I think I'm either given up or detached its a very bizarre feeling.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26