So, I've got a WAW, who is having an EA and rather than separate, she insists on a D (to give her actions sanction, presumably.) I've contributed mightily to her feelings for me being dead right now. I think I need some combination of "After the LRT" and basic decency.

D happens in three weeks. After that...the great unknown. And maybe ice cream.

I want it all to end. I am tired of hopelessness. I am angry, yet know that this crap is going on all over the world, everyday, to other men and women just like me. You guys are awesome and have helped tremendously.


Me: 43 XW: 43
T15 M14
D21, SS15, S11, D8
BD: 8/6
EA / possible PA discovered 9/29
D final 10/20