I am getting going, uR! Much better day today. Whew!!!

So the "fighting how I feel".... Again, I'm so busted. You scare me....sometimes I have to look around and see if you're in my apartment and you can see me.....

In my weekend pity-party, and when I'm crying to the point of nonsense babbling, yeah...I think some kind of failure-oriented words come out of my mouth....I sobbed to the boys and told them "I'm so sorry, I tried to give us such a better life, and then it all went away...and I failed." Then my S18 says, "Mom, you DID give us that life. We had everything, and the important stuff is still here." Then I'm even more of a sloshy mess, of course. You get it.

TVS... I'll have to check out her posts. Anyone who teases you is probably a pretty fun friend:). Speaking of possibilities....I'm not trying to cause trouble wink ....but, have you heard anything recently from the (affectionately-termed, and notorious) tunnel hugger?

S18 and I will be in NYC on the 15th and through the weekend smile.