Thank you all, again. I won't be telling anyone out here in real life about the EA (except MC, perhaps.). Feeling alone, abandoned, and replaced [censored]. No longer whole. Many of you know all too well.
I slept about 2 hrs. Should be able to get back to sleep later - after reading more DR, per Mr. Bond's recommendation.
Glad I started GAL'g. Need to keep it up now for me and mine.
Humiliation, even if only I know it, is incredibly hard to bear.
Me: 43 XW: 43 T15 M14 D21, SS15, S11, D8 BD: 8/6 EA / possible PA discovered 9/29 D final 10/20