Ok, so I broke the rules, I came home from being gone over the weekend and went to the garage to sit, (it was h b-day). I really didn't have anything much for him but I did cook him breakfast that morning and told him "happy birthday". I sat for over an hour playing on the iPad, not saying much of anything while he ignored me and watched football.
So it really really bothers me that on top of not talking to me, not touching me, not being the least bit respectful when he is forced to speak to me, that he now has started sleeping in the garage. The last conversation I had about this new activity in my sitch he told me it was because it's too hot, it's to cold, dogs wake him up, and hates the blanket... And that he was angry at me, and he sleeps better out there with none of these things he hates. Be But that he doesn't plan on sleeping there forever.
Sure enough as if I had no control over myself I tell him those reasons can't be why, that I want the truth. That know one would sleep on a lumpy cold couch when I could turn off fans, change blankets, and basically fix the things he all of a sudden won't sleep with. So I push harder, saying "say the words". And he said , (fine! Ilybinilwy). He also said he wasn't attracted to me anymore. And he said in with pure hate in his voice. Yea, now I know, and I should of just shut my mouth. How in the world do I respond to this? I ask just enough questions after that to send him into a crazy foaming angry monster, went in the house and started sobbing.
Now what
M 2005 ~together 1997 Bd 2006 & 04/02/2014 1 dd 12 H~ 44 Me 48