WAW - no contact, now refuses therapy, file?

[AWAW]

We booked a trip on the coast for this weekend. Her idea. But for some reason I'm nervous about the speed of things. Definitely glad we postponed move-in 2 weeks. And these times together hopefully rebuild our attraction/connection which is needed to get us through a rebuilding process.

Still, I have seen no changes on her part and that is concerning. I've been working my tail off making long needed changes but she just lived it up for the past two months until she crashed back to earth and had an epiphany.

Going to try to have fun this weekend and not focus on the tough stuff since that's what we did last week but at some point it needs to get real because there's a giant elephant standing between us right now.

Off to the gym.