H brought home the motorcycle battery and oil for my bike. Filter is on order so the oil change has to wait. We worked together on filling the battery; he taught me how to pour the liquid into the chambers and how to charge it with the battery minder when we were done. It was good team work and no awkwardness.

I mentioned how excited I am to be finally here and able to ride and he said, "aren't you wondering why you didn't do it sooner?"

I said, "Nope! It's in the past; there's a lot about the past I'd change but I can't. I'm here now, and moving forward !"

We said our goodnights and 20 minutes later he came in to sheepishly initiate physical stuff. Was a blast, as always and I still have no illusions about it!

More packing tonight.

BF:40 M:33
SD: 12
T: 8, never married, no kids together
BD: 8/4, "I'm just done", "...too tired and burnt to try".
PA confirmed 8/5 "It happened, but it's been over for almost a year".