Job, I have to find it in me to really treat H like a roommate, in my heart and head. I'm saying it but not "feeling" it. I will work on this.
Test has come up now..
H called on his way to to work to tell me that he might go to his friends out of town funeral this weekend if he can get off work.
I understood this.
Then he said he might also go to a college football game instead IF he can get tickets instead of the funeral. But in same town so he would at least be able to see old friends and those friends who did attend the funeral.
So he is willing to take off work for things he wants to do (like the college football game). Did not invite me or s14.
I just told him that sounds nice and he will have a good time at the football game. I did remind him its s14 game against rivals this weekend and s14 might play up with the JV instead of freshman team. H said yeah he knows but if he can get the weekend off from work he is going to funeral and or college football game.
So I can talk to my roommate, but my heart still feels like I'm talking to my H.
I will work HARD on detaching the heart, but leaving the door open (for a while) in case H decides to really come back!
Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015) H 51 (ring off 7/2013) M 2007 T 1996 S 14 July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW
