"It's not others who must change, but you." - Swami Prajnanpad
I'm hearing this or similar all over the place. The universe is SCREAMING at me to get this into my head.
H told me today that he might be out of town for a bit in very early November. I asked if it was for work (which would be rare). He said, "No, I think I'm going to go to New York and see the leaves."
Huh. Ok. On one hand I think it's great! We never get to see REAL fall color living here so what a great thing to do (though of course I wish we could go with him).
On the other hand I think, oh isn't that nice. You're going to go spend thousands of dollars to see fall color and "meditate". Awesome.
I'm jealous, I guess. Plus, isn't November 1 a little late for fall color in New York? Will there be any leaves left? Anyway, I'm trying to focus on the positive and shut the negative firmly out of my head.
