I have to distance myself. make her miss me.. Get a life.. What the hell do I have to loose right? Cant be any worse than things are now.. I was distancing myself, but then we started spending more and more time together.. And having a great time together. I guess this weekend was just my time of the month.. Way to emotional.. Basically I need to move on.. its her loss if she doesnt come back.. I am a great man. Good looking in great shape.. And young. I will be 30 in May.. I have the rest of my life to be able to find some one that will love me.. Too bad I have already found the one to love.. The odds are in my favor though.. Time to pully myself out of the gutter....
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
