I had one drafted when I first moved out and she refused to sign anything legal.. I think it scared her.. I know I didnt do a good job of dbing this weekend.. I let my emotions get to me.. We had a great time together this weekend, we bought each other a few gifts and even went to dinner together at our fav.. chinese food restuarant.. I am the one who pulled away this time.. I guess just in anticipation of her doing it first.. I dont know... I am so emotionally exhausted.. I just want my wife and family back. I think I pushed her away this weekend by going with my emotions.. But I have made an attempt at moving back forward with things since the set back.. I let her know my true feelings. I laid my heart out on my sleeve so to speak, and she didnt stomp on it... I need to back off and let her have her time.. its just hard because giving her, her time means her going out with other men.. DATING.... Well maybe a few bad dates will make her wake up.. She spent the night with me after her last date and said she didnt have a good time... Time is my friend and my enemy here.........
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
