Jesus.. I dont know what the hell I am doing.. I am so messed up.. Just thinking about divorce has got me all screwed up inside. Obviously divorce is not an option if I am so emotional over just thinking its over. I cant even distance myself from her without feeling like something is missing... All I know is that when we were not spending time together we were both miseable.. And I am happy when I am around my Wife.. She seems happier too, when she is around me. But she is talking to Om's. Not the original one, but ones she is meeting online.. That live near us.. Why does she feel the need to find some else before she has even given herself a chance to get over our failed marriage..
Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. A little less time for the rest of the world, And more for the two of us. Kisses each mornin, I love yous at night, Just like it used to be.
