Not having much faith today. Had some very unsettling text messages with WAH/MLC today. H said some very hurtful things that I didn't want to hear. It's really hard to swallow when your H tells you that the OW(who broke up with him a month ago)was the best thing that has happened to him in 2 years. 22 years didn't mean anything I guess. I hate watching H self destruct knowing it won't matter what I say to him. I know it's time to let go even though my heart is still breaking. It's time to focus on our girls and myself. I will continue to pray for him,for us and for the chance to try again but he will have to come to that decision.
H:45 M:44 D:15 D:11 M:16 T:22 BD:4/14 OW:4/14-8/14 H still refusing to try Praying every day for a miracle
