3-4 years ago I was almost exactly where you are today. Even our ages are close. You will get through this, it won't be fast but you can come out on the other side even better.

Tell us more about his reasons for leaving if you can.

Why do you think he left?

How was your marriage in the last couple of years?

Nothing is going to change right away, you do have the gift of time. Take care of yourself as best you can and know that you're grieving.

Do you have any interests/hobbies that are yours and yours alone?

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss