Just got back from a long weekend playing golf with buddies. Had a good time for the most part - had trouble letting go sometimes and not bringing up my situation. But overall I had a great time.
Got a text from W last night about getting together tomorrow night. It was too late for me to text her back so I will text her back in a bit. I am thinking I may say that I already have plans for tomorrow night and am free later in the week.
I also have been doing some web research on Narcissism. She really is displaying a lot of the behavioral traits and has been for a while (the emotional coldness, focus on appearances, inability to develop deep friendships, lack of feeling, etc). She may not have an extreme version of it. Maybe I'm just looking to put a label on something.
Anyway, she is going to an IC tonight to work on 'communication issues'. Hopefully the counselor helps her through more than that. I am starting to wonder if I even want to be with her anymore.
