too late?

[labug]

I do think properly setting it out might be the right way to begin to atone.

She has also said that she has been trying to forhivr me for 2 years and that now she is just a shell of her former self who could never forgive me for what I've done to her.

Then do it because you need to do it for you, not because you want to change her mind.

So what actions are to taking to change your behavior? That's much more important.

You have no control over whether she dates. Worrying about it distracts you from your real work, becoming a better you.