need to GAL

[hope224]

This weekend was good. I had planned the weekend so H, baby and I could do some fun family activities since H was saying he was lonely and missed how we were. I guess I shouldn't have bent over backwards like that. Things were fine but he disregarded my efforts and suddenly changed plans to take the baby to see his friend's family(who are so supportive of his decision to get divorced. they have been slyly telling him to make a parenting schedule). So, all saturday, he made me breakfast, went to the gym then took the baby to them for some hrs, and went to friends reception. We did nothing that i had planned and told him about. So, he promised that sunday, we will do family things. but, come sunday, he goes to the gym and came home to watch football. And i asked him if we were going to do anything...he said we could go for a walk but it has to be before his game started.
Acc to him, it seemed like i changed when he got back from the reception. I dont see why he would say that. But, his msg to OW has been affecting me ..On Sunday, we talked and he said he was glad we could still get along but he still thinks that he made the right decision of wanting to go on with the divorce. I told him i agreed I had changed and that i wish things were different and I take the blame for it too.,I also told him its not my decision to be divorced but I want him to be happy. It seems like i am still attached to him.