Ok, vent time!!.. It's one of those times in my head..
Why is it that my W seems to be GAL'ing better than I am??.. It is really annoying me.. I know in reality she probably isn't but everything to her is peachy at the moment??.. I know she had only gone out 2-3 times since S, and only occasionally visits friends/family and the rest of her time is spent at work, looking after the kids, or on FB (messenger is a good one for knowing when they are on)..
She says stuff on pics like "Welcome to my fun filled, inspirational life" (these are downloaded pics from sites mind you).. She also power likes stuff like "Life is short, be with who makes you smile", and other "women-centric" quotes that I probably look too much in to..
I mean, I don't want to delete her on FB, or block seeing what she likes as there are a few things she likes from extended family members that I may miss in my feed that I like too..
It just seems as though she doesn't even want to reconsider even though we have had 10 years and 2 kids together.. It kind of makes me feel like I have been a drag on her life.. Things can never have been that bad that she seems like she wants to "re-write history" as another board member put it..
I friggin hate these pages like LSI etc as they seem to be able to give the wrong impression even if they are inspirational quotes..
Anyway, vent over.. Just A moment for me I needed to get off my chest, and hopefully someone can chime in on..
Me:35 W:31 S6 + S9 T: 10 years M: 7 years BD: 7/2014 S: 8/2014 W has new BF: 12/2014 Still fighting the good fight!!..