Not all marriages CAN be saved and certainly, some should not.
There is also such a thing as cutting one's losses, learning from it, & moving on.
It feels like I am at that point. I never wanted this. I would do anything to reverse time, to start over from the beginning and undo all my mistakes. I realized too late how valuable family and marriage is. I know that she had a part but my contribution to this was big. I don't know what to do any more.
