Had a nice night out seeing old friends. A FF who knows a little about my sitch told me one of her single GFs was in the crowd and introduced us. We chatted a bit but I'm definitely not able to turn on that part of me right now, still it was a confidence boost to just have a nice convo with a new person.

This morning W let me sleep in, something that might have happened once every three or four months during our M. I woke at 9 (that's sleeping in for me) and thanked her, as I really needed it after such a long week and late night. She had already made pancakes! So I guess that was a small failure but whatever. The. She offered to take the boys out for awhile. I stayed home and did yard work. W came home and offered for me to get out for a few hours before she goes out this evening "to study". So...this is a small change, after several weekends of her basically coming and going whenever, she is a bit more engaged.

I'm headed to some bookstores to look for books and then to the gym. Staying the course.


M: 33
W: 33
M: 9 T: 10
3 S's: 8, 6 and 1.5
BD: 8/3/14
Living together