To DB or not to DB, is it really a question?

[Shakspr]

Not much here. Can't stay asleep for more than 5 hrs. Did wake to pleasant dream where STBX and I were having a pleasant moment. Probably shocked me into wakefulness.

Simple discussion about serious topic (SS15 schooling/education) devolved into R talk. W initiated it only to tell me stop trying and praying to save our M. She has no feelings for me anymore. Doesn't want every transition event to be a drama. I said I understand and my head knows that I must let her go but my heart WILL NOT STOP fighting. She accepted that and said she understands that this is very hard for me. There was more of the same but that's the crux.

Unplanned GAL yesterday with church member cleaning up a dog-destroyed foreclosure. He needed cheap housing . But everything has a cost. Paint and elbow grease and Lysol. Stinky day but good fellowship. My D8 helped.

PMA AND A NAP.