My H and I have been together since we were 17 and in high school. I honestly don't even know who I am without him.
...was me too. You are a lucky gal, ft.... There are some wonderful people on this board to help you figure this out.
Read my thread about bacon, lol..... I'm doing that very thing now, figuring out who the he// I am, anyway. I believe it's the KEY to DBing.
Regardless of your H:
You better yourself, so if you and your H should reconcile, you're prepared for a better, more successful, and peaceful M going forward.
If you do not reconcile, you're prepared for a better, more successful, and peaceful Life going forward.
Keep getting up and getting going. Things are going to get easier. It's a rollercoaster, for sure....but the highs and lows become less extreme. One day at a time. Sometimes, one hour, or one minute. Just keep going forward.
