Hard night last night. Spent most the day and evening doing great things with him.... Dinner, ice cream, bike ride then a movie. But he became distant and I had an emotional release. Not my finest moment but hard when you've been pushing emotions down for so long. Today was much better.
Practicing lots of deep breathing today.


H: 43
W: 39
Married: 11 years
Together: 18 years
1st BD: 05/2014 asks for separation
2nd BD: 06/16/2014 asks for divorce
No kids
EA: 2 months, not mutual (she didn't return the feelings) over