This morning we took our daughter ti gymnastics class and I was in a pretty decent mood. I was having a blast w my daughter and my wife was joining, but the daughter was being over actuve. I was trying to keep her focused and my wife sat on the side. Afterwards I asked her what was wrong because I could tell something was bothering her. She said she felt in the way because I kept interrupting her when she was trying to help my daughter. It wasn't intentional, but once again I made her upset.

Now I'm feeling down again like there is no hope. How do I keep my "happy face" when there is no reciprocation and some opposition. ....I feel so miserable inside and it makes it worse because it feels like she doesn't care.

Seems like no matter what I do, nothing helps.

She is going to wine fest with some coworker/friends tonight and I'm concerned. I told her last week to let me know if she needed a ride if she drank too much . She said the other day that her friends boyfriend is going to drive them....but she is driving to her house first. More than likely she will be driving.


me-42
w-33
d-3
together-6
m-4yr
6/1/14-w check out
6/15/14-EA?
8/1/14-mc
9/1/14-IDLY-started DBing
9/15/14-w suggest separation
10/17/14 wife is done
12/13/2014 - wife move out
me file 1/1/15